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Thursday, October 30, 2008
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This problem had been tormenting me for months, but it yet to be cleared. I know the politically correct way in solving this, is to confront you head on. Call me a coward, call me anything that suits, I am afraid to hurt you, even more afraid that our relationship will be on the rock. Seriously clueless on breaking this to you and had been hesitating since. I thought after attaining what you had wanted, you will get back to normal, but it was only true for few moment.

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I am still able to tolerate this, as it is. The worst part of all this I have nobody to turn to.

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11:13 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008
Cashel birthday

Niece birthday party was probably a great decoy for my family members to gather. The sound of laughter exploded in every corner of the house, simply love it.

Chealsea, doesn't she look korean? She was holding my father handphone when I turn on the secondary camera. Just snap it when is directly towards her face.

Javier, the youngest in the family till now. Picture was taken by chealsea, which explain the shaky hand.

What more, my cousin gave me two long pants (great for work!), one low waist skirt, one vest, one denim jacket and one winter jacket with furs at the collar, all from GAP. Yay! Now have nice clothing to wear when going overseas.

"Some crushes are like cotton candy - they look yummy and totally tempting, but when you acutally get a taste, there's not much there. Suddenly, you're left with dissapointment and no crush. SOMETIMES, A CRUSH SHOULD STAY A CRUSH and simply be a delicious daydream. That way, you'll always have someone sweet to think about as you drift off to sleep"- seventeen.

I agree with it! Thats exactly how I felt. Currently, there is no one that occupy my mind. Felt life pretty dry as there is no one to look up to, no one to wake up for. (in the context of, crush --> no crush, not of crush --> boyfriend)

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3:04 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008
New astro room

Well done!! Good job!! You go girls!! Shall ignore Teck Boon's effort. My guess will be that, most of the job is completed by you girls anyway. At last, there is walking space in astronomy room and more for human accommodation. Just hope that this will maintain forever. From past experiences, it never did. Partly due to our uneven gender ratio, more bias towards the guys. Also partly due to Andrew who places his things everywhere. The after picture was as below.

Screw up experiment! RAH!

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9:17 PM

Thursday, October 09, 2008
Things I look forward to

Such are small little things that allows me to wake up effortlessly each morning. Such are small little things that make me reach office earlier. Such thing that bring happiness. None other then, viewing a successful experiment result. Sense of achievement, just love it!

However, life is not always smooth sailing. I do commit mistake and felt quite sad about it. From here I learn that "Do not cry over spilled milk. It is more important to clear up the milk and produce better milk!"

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10:05 PM