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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Results out

I struggled for long, mustering all the guts I have, just to peek at my results. That sensation of that struggle was awful. Any harder pumping could cause my heart to fall out of its place. I only manage to catch my breath after the first glimse of my results. All I could say about this semester result was the impossible had happen. The protein technology paper which I screw up big time and marketing, which speaks a total foreign language, finally got A. At least I have made improvement.

Oh wells, was force to stay at home this few day due to tight cash. If I remember correctly, this was the first time I acutally think twice on spending money that i was really interested in. I even gave up on watching today Singapore qualifier match even though it was $3. Was reading the papers this morning when I cross upon an article talking about how exciting this match will be. I felt regretful. But alas, the last statement cheer me up. It will be on air!

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Saturday, March 15, 2008
Astronomy competition

The competition is finally... OVER! oh with the exception of some administration work, dang. The whole registration thing was crazy though. Everything was not completed until half an hour before the official opening. Participants came stroll in earlier then expected and problems had to be clarified. Similar to the previous year, I do saw passionate teacher. Geylang Methodist teacher was so concern about their well being, revising with them before the competion and requiring more about the competition quiz format. RGS teacher rush to find his student when some of his students had headed the wrong direction. I had to rush here and there till my leg hurts. Anyway, I am really grateful for all those who came and help, without you guys, the competition will not be a success. Thanks once again for your time and assistance.

Yesterday had some trash talk with some girls. Learn not to judge its book by its cover. Ones outlook appearance might not represent the true inner self. The world is harsh. I also learn not to bring people down.

From the wedding:

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Thursday, March 13, 2008
I am blessed

I felt so blessed today. It feels as though there was an angel up there, watching and guarding me intently. I was picking my clothes for dinner this afternoon when the sliding glass door of my wardrobe loses it track. It landed on the floor next to me and glass pieces scatter every corner of my room but me. Some even landed just right beside my feet. How blessed I was to be unhurt, perhaps this is the true meaning of close shave. The down side was, I had to clear up the messed. My father was so concern that I will get hurt that he clear up the dangerous area for me and got himself injured instead.

Went to my cousin wedding. The man that pronounce them couples was honestly, horrible. Poor diction with mandarin added to his speech, gosh. I felt that the dinner was short. Perhaps it is just me, for I am truly enjoying myself. "I am happy for your company. That's enough!", I was immerse with joy with thne company of my relatives and friends. It was long before I saw my third uncle and of course my long lost childhood friend, Nicole.

My granny used to take care of her when she was a baby. I last saw her when I was primary four when my granny passed away. My impression of that cute little toodler was totally different. From a short (at least shorter than me) cute girl to a taller (she was was like 175cm) pretty lady. I am jealous. My aunties seems to adore her, like duh, who doesn't. I still remember her features though and she too could recognize me. I had fun chatting with her, remincing the past. I enjoy my time with her back then (of course, now too) that I could remember her house layout, what she told me when she was younger and our outings. I will never lose this friend again!

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Saturday, March 08, 2008
LTC camp

Joined LTC again, but this round as part of helper. Both joy and un-happiness co-existed, but happiness still dominates =) I really had great fun and truly enjoy myself. We played angel and mortal where Guo Han was my mortal. Teck was my angel. It was pretty obvious for he treat me just the opposite of nice. We also had to build the tallest structure with items like chair, newspaper, stick and strings. My group build a structure of both stability and height, thanks to cheating and group member knowledge of robe tying. Next we prepare the telematch where I took this opportunity to help my mortal. We also screen a movie about jailbirds playing football. It was a touching story and I enjoy watching it with my peers, it was cosy and warm. This was followed by night walk where I had fun hosting a game. I had a great time laughing at their actions. The night ended with some blind folded dancing session where I randomly grab my friends and dance along with them. Had great time letting down my hair, all the problems on my shoulder seems to be shaken off just at that moment. I had a bathe at the scary Blk L toilet, both quiet with manifested with spiders. Had a rough night at astro room. I seriously have no idea how the floor could get so cold when the window and doors are closed with no air conditioner and fan. Even with straw mat under, it doesn't help. Next morning, we had amazing race where i hosted a game. Game master for my section was tedious and tiresome. I am thankful for Alvin presence. We also had some performance and everything was just so rubbishy hilarious and fun. Home sweet home alas.

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Monday, March 03, 2008
Its holiday time

The taxing examination was finally over, to much relief. With endless projects, reports and examination to dealt with, it is perhaps the most tedious semester. I have no confidence in faring well this round for I am feeling too tired from all those sleepless night and being restless at times. Even the study break wasn't well utilize as I spend the first week resting resulting in little sleep during examination days =X. Besides, I finally apprehend how computer game could destory one's life.

Now, the long awaited holidays had arrive. Even so, days wasn't hardly sluggish. With the up coming annual astro competition (had to find helpers, plan this plan that, tsk!) and camp. Just when could I ever do things that I truly enjoy?

My character had turn from bad to worst. Getting more hot-tempered. Friends be patient I will try to change.

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