Tuesday, September 02, 2008
days after the last leap

Was finally released from the torture chamber! Alas, no more mugging for examination and no more heaps of assignment. Hopefully no more late nights, at least for diploma. My life will undergo a hairpin turn for I will complete the rest of my diploma with attachment cum final year project. I am quite anticipating for it, wondering how does it feel like to have a nine-to-five job at Biopolis. Hopefully, there will be more time for my family, my friends, for my own enrichment and shopping. I even made some mental plan on how should i spend every evening. However, final year project, with a hefty module credit attach, bring some fear in me. What if I got a B+? What if my supervisor have something against me? What if I cannot answer questions posed during presentation? oh no!

Below are some snippets of my life after examination:

Thursday: Watch Wall-e with some of my schoolmates. In my opinion, I think the show was not as good as most people proclaim or rate. The start of movie was dry and it lack of interaction with the audience. Perhaps, my negative view was affected by high disappointment as it was far cry from what the company is capable of (e.g. Nemo, Toys stories). Went back home to tidy and clean my bed. Yes, read again, its CLEAN my bed.

Friday: Tidy up my wardrobe. Discarded plenty of clothes and categorise the remaining stuff. Felt a sense of satisfaction for two days of chores. The though of revamping my room crosses my mind. I would love a princess room, pink wall with white furniture, not forgetting does furs and accessories dangling on the wall. It could also be a warm room, with brown-yellow calm soothing wall with soft bed and warm lights. This idea was quickly stew away as it is not possible. My current bed set was too expensive, I cannot possibly change it. I wanted to make do with what I have but I am seriously clueless on how to make it warm and cosy.

Saturday: Went for family chalet. Really appreciate them, enjoy their company. Love them.

Melvin (my oldest nephew currently Primary six) was now more sensible. His is improving and learn how to take care of family members. Really proud of him.

Malcom (Melvin younger brother) was less lovable in my eyes comparing with his previous self. Perhaps he was bless with many loves showering upon him and he became too spoilt for his own good. He cried at the slightest thing and this bar me from playing with him.

He wanted to drink root beer and saw Calsberg beer asking whether is that root beer. I immediately roar out a big no and tell him repeatedly not to drink it. The next moment he began crying, even with coaxing and suggesting other alternatives, he refuse to stop. His granny (my aunt) have no choice but to bring him to buy his beverages.

When I start using Melvin DS, he inform his brother about it. His brother then say its alright and even offer to help me. Something came into me and I told him, 'not like you selfish.' When he was about to cry, I realise how insensitive I was to a young child. Quickly quipped my words with kidding and luckily it helps.

Cashel a shy quiet girl. She doesn't even dare to ask her sister to lend her the game nor ask her my parent to buy her a present. She call me to the room and tell me "i want mei mei that game" how cute.

Chealsea younger sister of Cashel. Pretty adorable Korea like baby. Not selfish and always willing to distribute her sweets. Very clever girl and have an aptitude for games. When I told mention to her that her sister want to play, she willingly lend it to her. Both sister drew birthday card for my mum too. How sweet of her, what a darling she is.

Sunday: Went to watch movie money no enough with my family. It make me learn that no matter what we should be practical.

Monday: Went out with friend. We were too tired and decided to take a rest at the theatre. It was a documentary about Chinese learning English. Although I disagree with the way he teaches the student, I must applaud the way he inspire them. He told them that our parents work hard so that we could have an education. Their hard work is definately not any lesser than us. We always say we wanted to repay them but could they wait for this day? Therefore, we do not have time and have to treasure every moment working hard.

Tuesday: Do not know what happen to today. Strangers keep disturbing me. I am scared.
*star__mission
10:59 PM

Jocelyn
23rd June 1989

Objective:

To be someone who know what she wants, preferbly with status, and work hard to attain sense of achievement

Long term goal:

To be an educator

Short term goal:

Good grades
To be satisfied
To be small but vital

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